Is this it?

imageSo, yesterday I decided to write/record all my thoughts (I know this is very procrastinator-like of me) & hopefully stick it through for at least a year.

Whenever I say something philosophical, which is not that often, people always tell me: ‘You should tweet that’ the problem is 140 characters is hardly enough to get all my thoughts out & quite frankly I can hardly have the commitment to finish anything or maintain any social platform, yet here I am, trying again (Let’s hold thumbs).

I always blame it on the fact that I’m too busy, which is true, but let’s face it no one is too busy to put time or effort into something they truly love.

Don’t get me wrong, I love my friends, my family, my fiancĂ© and so on, but boy oh boy, relationships are just so much effort and hard-work. But like I said before, you’ll make effort for the people you want in your life.

In this blog, I’ll tell you very little about my particulars (because I think it’s not fun that way) but more about what goes on in my head, the people I come into contact with and the things I learn on a daily basis.

The main reason I started this blog is, because I feel I need to leave a part of me behind; leave what I’ve learnt about myself and the world.

I always ask myself the question: ‘Is this it?’ –When looking at others, when reflecting, when observing those who are homeless. Is this it? Is this as good as it’s going to get for you? Is this all you’ll ever achieve and you’re okay with that? Once I’ve reached a point when I can answer that question, that: ‘Is this it question’ I’ll be completely satisfied and answer, ‘yes, this is it, I am happy’.

I feel that one should never settle, for average, for normal, for okay but always be hungry for more. In all honesty… I’m happy with average, normal and okay, but then again I am basking in my comfort zone — not good, I know. Maybe, by the end of this blog I’ll step out of it and find my ‘this is it’ moment.

Welcome to my blog.